The circumstances of my life have some what changed during my absence. I am still a self proclaimed hikikomori and overall xenophobe but I have made ventures to improve myself, however minor.
First I have been volunteering at the library in my neighborhood and they like me so much that they offered me a job as Senior Page for their branch. I think it will be fun I'll mostly be working nights so I won't be around too many people and I've already adjusted to my work mates.
Second I have been taking part in the teenage past time of "hanging out" with my friend J. He's a bit of a pain but I'm guessing if I can get used to him I can get used to anything.
Third I have been cooking. This isn't shocking or new but I've been cooking for family and "friends" and it helps with my awkwardness. People really like what I cook and I really like to bake.
Looking toward the future school starts tomorrow for me. I have been preparing for it all week because it is my last year in High School. I'm looking forward to college and moving out. With this last year I have a very strict schedule due Advanced Placement classes. No one likes having them and the few that do hate it later on. I was semi-guilted by my history teacher. She was fearing the extinction of her AP Government class and I could never say no to a person that loves history as much as she does.
So my uniform is ready, my satchel is packed and my playlists are set for that hour and half bus ride to school tomorrow.
Wish me luck.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
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